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Sunday, September 24, 2006

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it's not about what i feel for you
it's about what I don't feel for
anyone but you

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obstacles are put in your way
to see if what you want is really
worth fighting for

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I'm not going to get upset and
I'm not going to care.. because
every time I did, it never got me
ANYWHERE.

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everything is always okay in the end.
        if it's not okay, than it isn't the end<3 

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dry your eyes, clear your mind
you just gotta take it one day at a time
dust off your heart, take it off the shelf
you gotta remember to love yourself

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It's so hard for me to get this down on paper.
I've never felt this way about anyone &
i just wanted you to know that your my everything
& that's really all i can say.

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don't waste your time regretting all your wrongs. know
that in the end, you'll get what your heart longs. try
not to risk it all ; don't stumble ; don't fall. take t
he time to read the writings on the wall. hold your head high ;
don't be afraid to say goodbye. stay true & be you. do everything
there is
to do. live life to the fullest & never look
back - there is a reason for the future & a reason for the past.
love til it hurts ; laugh til you cry. and when your life
flashes before you
before you die, be happy for what you've done,
be happy for what you've overcome, & most
of all, be proud of what you had become.

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i never thought
i would risk the chance of getting
hurt  again..  but  for   some   reason,
w h e n i m w i t h y o u.i t a l l s e e m s w o r t h i t

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so talk ;; come on and open up
its just me ;; the same old me
the one you used to love < / 3

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she is much better off without him
her smiles aren`t fake now.
her heart finally realized what her head
had been saying all along,
`i deserve better`

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believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out
by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling til your cheeks
hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you
you're beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles. I believe
in second chances, even if you've completely screwed up

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You know, she really did love you more than anyone else;
but you just let her walk into your life&walk right back out
Boy, you missed your chance because nobody will ever love you
like that girl did. So go get yourself screwed over by one
of those sluts who have a new boyfriend every week, 
because that girl doesn't care a n y m o r e


62 quotes about love and heartbreak...


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[o01]

[Love]

Scatter me across the sky
I`ll shine all night
&
just like a star I'll fall for you

 

[o02]

[Heartbreak]

really wanna avoid those
 weird moments
when we`re with each other 
& remember how it used to be.

 

[o03]

[Love]

Our eyes meeting, laying on the sand.

You grab my waist, I take your hand.

In the sun, just you and me

This is how its meant to be



[o04]

[Heartbreak]

 

I never used to be jealous.. then I liked you
&& now I'm jealous of just about every girl that you talk to, smile at, wave at
because in those seconds when you looked into her eyes..
I wasn't on your mind... && I can't bear it

 

[o05]

[Love]

Hey kid, yeah you.
See that girl? She's
basically my best friend,
and she loves you more
then the world. you are
her world. just thought
I'd tell you this.

[o06]

[Love]

Tonight just before I went to sleep, I thought of you &&
I missed you. I reached for your sweatshirt &&
as I slipped it over my head it smelt just like you,
 && it was just like you were right there with me.

 

[o07]

[Heartbreak]

It's like once you've been hurt you're so
scared to get attached again like you
have this fear that every person you start
to like is going to break your heart

[o08]

[Heartbreak]

She spends half her day
doing her makeup and hair ;
that perfect pretty way
for a guy who will never
care

[o09]

[Love]

Most girls say they want a fairy tale but you
taught me that its not really what I want.
I want someone who will make fun of me,
laugh at my jokes even if they arent funny.
Someone that wrestles with me and doesnt
let me win just because Im a girl;
yeah riding off into the sunset on a white horse
would be nice but watching a movie with you
seems much better

[o10]

[Heartbreak]

Remembering you is easy
I do it everyday
Missing you is the heartache
that will never go away


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[o11]

[Heartbreak]

Why cant I just get over you?
Why do these feelings have to be true?
Why do I have to care about you.?
Why can't I just forget all the cute things you do.?
I wish these answers I could see. I wish I could just
forget about you
like you forgot about me

[o12]

[Heartbreak]

It's sweet talkers like you that make girls
fall in love and fall apart..

[o13]

[Love]

Fine - I admit it.
You're the guy I can't stop thinking about.
The guy who makes me wanna scream.
The one who can make my day in a million ways.
The one I write my love quotes about.
In case you were wondering,
yeah, that guy is you

[o14]

[Heartbreak]

I just want you to know that I miss those days
when we could talk all day about nothing
and just look at each other and smile
and not be afraid to be around eachother
...I miss the old you.

[o15]

[Love]

smile when I pass him in the halls.
smile when he calls.
smile at the littlest things he does.
smile when he doesn`t realize it.
smile when he gets online.
smile when I think about him.
So basically, I smile all the time. <3

[o16]

[Heartbreak]

desperate girl looked at the boy she loved,
and said "Tell me you love me." the boy said --
"Sorry, but I don`t lie."

[o17]

[Love]

&& the stars look so much better
when they reflect in your eyes

[o18]

[Heartbreak]

Being lonely...isn't the worst feeling...its being forgotten
by someone you can never forget

[o19]

[Heartbreak]

Sometimes letting go is hard
but it's easier than holding on to
something that isn't there.
so
talk down to me again
remind me how pathetic I am
& how perfect you are

[o20]

[Love]

Count by twos, when you get to five, I'll stop loving you.


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[o21]

[Love]

All I know is that when I'm with you, I don't need anything else.

[o22]

[Heartbreak]

I'm on a mission to get over you
in other words; mission impossible

[o23]

[Heartbreak]

If he is dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let go.

[o24]

[Love]

&& Just when I ran out of reasons to smile, you came along.

[o25]

[Heartbreak]

I saw you today and realized how far apart
we've grown. I know I should talk to you,
and ask you how you're doing.. and I really
wish I could.. but it just occured to me
that we're strangers now. You don't know
me anymore, much less want to, and it's
okay that you've moved on. I know that
everything is different now..

[o26]

[Love]

Theres nothing I can do to concentrate
it's so distracting always thinking of you

[o27]

[Love]

There's a reason for my butterflies,
Theres a reason that makes me feel alive
Theres a reason that I dream of you at night
Theres a reason that when I'm with you I feel
alright
&& I know exactly what the reason is..
It's because im in love with you.

[o28]

[Love]

She said "You're a loser"
he replied " but im your loser "

[o29]

[Love]

I`m afraid to close my eyes cause i might
think of you. I'm afraid to open my eyes cause
I might see you. I'm afraid to move my lips
cause I might speak of you. I'm afraid to listen
cause I might hear my heart falling for you.


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[o30]

[Love]

It`s the way you got me
head over heels for you,
the way you get me
like nothing or no one else ever has

[o31]

[Love]

They say a relationship like ours is hard to find
I guess we just got lucky this time

[o32]

[Heartbreak]

Promises are just lies
with
pretty ribbons
tied
around them


[033]
 
Heartbreak
 
I don't regret the things I do
I regret the things I didn't do
when I had the chance
 
 
 
[034]
 
Hearbreak
 
I'm weird with relationships.
I think I know what I want,
then I run. I think I run because I'm scared, I'm scared that I might get hurt.
Or maybe I just haven't found someone who I know is worth being hurt for
 
 
[o35]
 
Love
 
I never thought I would risk the chance of getting hurt again. But when I'm with you, it's all worth it.
 
 
 
[o36]
 
Heartbreak
 
He said "I never meant to hurt you". And she said "That doesn't really matter, `cause in the end, it all hurts the same".
 
 
 
[o37]
 
Love
 
I don't care who says they love you, && I don't care how much they think they
do, Never in a million years, will they feel the same way I feel about you.
 
 
 
[o38]
 
Heartbreak
 
It's almost like you had it planned; It's like you took my hand and said "Hey I'm about to screw you over big time".
 
 
 
[o39]
 
Love
 
If I told you how much you mean to me, I'd never get a chance to finish.
 
 
 
[o40]
 
Heartbreak
 
Hold your breath, because it's all you get to see this through, while I try to get over you.


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[o41]
 
Love
 
When I say "Leave me alone"; I mean stay with me forever. When I say "You're so weird",
I mean there's no one like you. But when I say I love you, there's no double meaning. When I say I love you, I mean it.
 
 
 
[o42]
 
Heartbreak
 
I keep going back to the one thing I have to walk away from. 
 
 
 
[o43]
 
Love
 
I love the way my fingers just fall into yours. I love how your taste still lingers on my lips after
that special  goodnight kiss. I love how whenever I go to call someone I automatically dial your number.
I love how you look at me with those gorgeous eyes && then you smile that sweet smile.
&& I know right there that you will always be mine. I love how you hug me with
the intention of never letting go. I love you more than words could ever show
 
 
 
[o44]
 
Heartbreak
 
Take a bow:; Hear the applause? My heart is broken, and you're the `cause. I played your game, and it looks like you've won. Congratulations;
I hope you had fun 
 
 
 
[o45]
 
Love
 
&& Love is needing someone, Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because somehow they complete you
 
 
 
[o46]
 
Heartbreak
 
Too often, we don't realize what we have until it's gone; Too often, we wait too long to say
"I'm sorry, I was wrong". Sometimes, it seems we hurt the ones we hold
dearest to our hearts. && We allow foolish things to tear us apart
 
 
 
[o47]
 
Love
 
Guess the best part of being with you is that you don't judge me. I can wake up in the
morning, hair a mess, no make up on && you still tell me im the most beautifulest thing you've ever seen
 
 
 
 
[o48]
 
Heartbreak
 
There is always gonna be that one awkward moment when you walk by that
person && remember what you once had
 
 
 
[o49]
 
Love
 
&& She said "Where have you been all my life?" and he said "Looking for you"
 
 
 
[o50]
 
Heartbreak
 
A shattered heart hits the floor, while the boy who broke it walks out the door.


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[o51]
 
Love
 
I love you;
Simple&&
True
My world would be
nothing
Without you

[o52]
 
Love

No matter what, you always make
me smile && laugh.. don't ever think
you are [ anything less then perfect
because you are so much more than that

[o53]

No matter what people say
I will love you each and every day
No matter what people do
Just know I will
always love you

[o54]

Count by twos;
When you get to five
I'll stop loving you

[o55]

From the day I met you I knew we`d be
together
& now I know I wanna be with you forever ` <3

[o56]

The world would be a lonely place
without the one that puts a smile on your face

[o57]

I can't stop thinking about him and the
truth is, I don't want to stop thinking about
him because when I do, I'm
actually happy

[058]

You're the reason I live and the reason I die,
The reason I smile and the reason I cry,
The reason I stand and the reason I fall,
The truth is; if there wasn't a you
There wouldn't be a me at all

[o59]

I may not get to see you as often as I'd like
I may not get to hold you through the night
But deep inside my heart, I know its true
No matter what I do, I'll always be in
love with you

[o60]

Tell my heart to stop beating
Tell my mind to stop thinking
Throw a stone in the ocean 
& tell it to stop sinking
Tell the sky not to be so blue
It's like telling me not to be in love with you

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[o61]

I can`t predict the future. I can't change the past.
But I know now in the present.. My love for you will always last

[o62]

Through hard times
you're always there
you`ve shown me that
you`ll always care
I love you so much
my words could not say
that my love grows more
e v e r y d a
y
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3

 


Saturday, September 23, 2006

...love...


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... "
love is when"...
you miss him even before you part
when you could listen to him talk all night
and never get tired of hearing his voice
when the sound of his name will send chills
down your spine and you see his
smile the second you close you eyes

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And I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I might never talk to you again.
And I won't feel the same about anyone the way I
feel when I'm with you. I'm afraid that you'll find someone
else
and feel different for some other girl.
And I'll just be an old school memory

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....did you know that
she doesn't care if you call her
and wake her up in the middle
of the night; or early in the
morning. She hates arguing
but you know she's good at it.
she is terrified of the dark and
gets even more terrified when
something happens that even
makes the slightest possibility
that she is going to lose you
Every time she sees you she
can't help but smile. She
can't wait too just run up
too you and give you a hug
because to her, that's the
best feeling in the world.
Yeah I guess you could just
say that she would..
..do anything for you

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Love reminds you that nothing else matters. in every living thing, there is a desire for love. never be afraid to fall in love; it may hurt a lot & it may give you aches & pains but if you don't follow your heart in the end, you'll have to cry even more for not giving love a chance.
Love is being happy for the other person when they're happy, being sad for the other person when they're sad, being together in good times and being together in bad times. Love is the source of strength.
Love is being honest with yourself at all times, and being honest with the other person at all times. It's telling, listening to & respecting the truth, and never pretending. Love is the source of reality.
Love is an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person, accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else. Love is unity.
Love is the excitement of planning things together &
the excitement of doing things together. Love is the source of the future.
Love is the fury of the storm, & the calm of the rainbow. Love is the source of passion.
Love is knowing that the other person will always be with you, regardless
of what happens. It's missing the
other person when they are away, but remaining near in heart at all times. Love is security.
Love is life.

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justshutupandsmileÜ

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people who don't know me
think that
i'm quiet, people
that do know me, wish i was <3


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you know someone is a true friend when,
you are about to break down &+ cry, but
they will say the stupidest, most random thing
just to see you smile

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There's always gonna be that guy,
that no matter what happens between you two,
no matter how long you go without talking,
you just never stop loving him

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& i let him kiss me that night, with the stars
gazing down at us & the cold wind brushing our
faces. & i let the rain soak my hair & my clothes.
it just didn't matter. he was all i ever needed

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i don't wanna fall for him again.
i don't think I can take the pain.
i don't wanna have these feelings
if he doesn't feel the same.
i don't want my heart to jump,
when i haven't seen him in awhile.
i don't wanna see him grin,
if i'm not the one making him smile.
i don't wanna reach out,
every time i see his hand.
i don't wanna try to explain
if he'll never understand.
i don't want tears in my eyes
every time i see his face.
i don't want my heart to be empty,
if he's the only one that can fill the space.
i don't wanna have to smile at him,
when i really wanna cry.
i don't want him to wave hello,
if he really means goodbye.
i don't wanna get played,
as a result of his little game.
i want to be done
and not have to miss him all the time


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Random Quotes, and Beautiful Photos


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I'll remember you when I'm
old
and I start to get wrinkles from all of
the times you made me laugh.

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I know it's not realistic. It's not even
practical. It doesn't make any sense.
But for some reason, I just
can't stop thinking about you.

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If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

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But with a little bit of money we could buy us a car.
With a little luck we could get away from where we are.
Let's get out of here


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& i keep on going back to the one thing i need to get away from.

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our friends would all make fun of us, and we'll just
laugh along because we know none of them have felt this way

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i cant be held responsible, this is all so new to me.
just when i think im invincible you come and happen to me.

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i want you to notice
when i'm not around

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It's always nice to have someone
that's afraid to lose you.

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Don't wait for the perfect moment,
take the moment and make it perfect.

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what you don't know can't hurt you
it's what you suspect
that screws everything up

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The Mind Of A True Original


People seem to think that being different and not
caring about what people think is weird, or
odd. But to me, being different is a part of our
natural born lives. Think about, if everyone was the
same, then we'd all be bored. Like, people go.
go lexy's different, well im sorry to inform
you but so are, no 2 people act the same.

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So what if I'm not as you expected!
I'm different, I'm not like you.

Is this a reason for me to be neglected?
I do my own thing; to me this world is new.


My thoughts and opinions are not to your liking,
But I love how I am.


I know you find my personality shocking,
But I'm only human.


I don't want to conform;
I like to stand out

On this I stand stern,
To be an individual! I shout,

But you try to tie me down,
Clip my wings, so I cannot fly.

If I conform, all you'll see is my frown.
I feel smothered, like I will die.

So what if I'm different!
Love me for who I am!

You do know that 'm God sent,
But I feel as though my life is sham.

I'm not going to change to please you!
You say I rebel,


But is this really true?
Sometimes my life feels like a living Hell!

Whatever my crime,
I refuse to change.

I would much rather serve my time,
I simply refuse to listen to a word you say!

You just have to deal
Take me as I am, or leave me alone.

I have the time to kill
As you sit there deciding on how to make me your clone,

But I am what I am,
And I'm comfortable with being me,

I hate living this shame!
Loving myself, now that's the true key.


- Anonymous



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